control < out of control

This is my hardest semester of college so far, in part because of my course load, in part because I actually care. German is all I (should) think about. I eat out too much because I don't have time to eat at home. My car is becoming a money pit. I don't work enough to make money to pay for anything, to say nothing of actually saving. I don't know what I'm going to do with myself after I graduate. My room is a disaster. I need to do laundry. I lost one of my favorite bracelets. I'm not 100% memorized. I don't sleep nearly enough.

Perhaps it's delirium, but I can't help being exceptionally happy all the time.