this is all

For now, anyway. Five weeks! Five weeks! Five weeks!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

fortelling

I found this scrawled across a piece of paper in a box filled with assorted things from my old apartment.


January 1, 2009
I threw a really big party tonight. People came to it, and it was beautiful. I danced with half a dozen boys who all attended because they love me-- and I danced with one who might actually love me a little for real. He squeezed my hand when I brushed his fingers and my heart raced when we just danced in silence. I felt pretty and I knew, even though he didn't say it, he thought I looked pretty too. I felt pretty with him. I wanted to hold his hand and it felt easy and normal, like I might, but I didn't, and he didn't kiss me at midnight.

I should liked to have kissed him.


That was a really great party, Julie. Let's have another one this year.

things i love

Ames (doi)
Diet Coke (also doi)
Peas
Pasta, in various cream sauces
My glasses
Good evaluations at work
Good hair days (today is one)
Old movies
Television
Peach rings
Cardigans
Taco Bell
Fortune cookies
When Ames comes home from rehearsal
Old pictures
Target
Target gift cards
Working in the box office
Writing
London
My wedding rings (I'm allowed to brag)
Chelsea Lately
Feeling pretty
Being told I'm pretty (Thanks, honey)
Sprout
Emilie Wright the Emerald Queen
My pillow
Burberry Brit perfume
Hilary Duff's With Love Perfume (don't hate till you've smelled it)
Christmas Carol
Zeb the Zebra
Smartfood whice cheddar popcorn
Self-proclaimed artists
Museums
Trashy reality tv (guilty pleasure)
AUTUMN
Scarves
Tights
Boots
Dresses
Large purses
Crunching leaves under my feet
Pumpkin chocolate chip cookies
Glee (Josh Groban and Victor Garber. GET EXCITED.)
The Office
All the people who love me (srsly)
Twitter (don't even fight me about this)
Left over wedding cake
Kissing
Throwing junk away
John, or Kate, Plus 8
Stacy and Clinton
Essays
Being married for ever and ever and ever and ever